Vindicating a Virulence, Healing in a HospitalVindicating a virulence, healing in a hospitalVindicating a Virulence, Healing in a Hospital by Larathain
I've spent days within a dream
I've wandered a willows wind
But today, my chance would seem
To whisper within a whim
I felt the tender tip of touch
I've tasted the tell of pure
I've pondered the subjective in: "too much"
And wondered about a cure
I've found my fancy full in fiction
But the truth calls to my soul
Felt fantastic in erotic friction
But honesty is more my whole
I fancy fact and treasure truth
They are more than words
Something worthy more than aloof
As free flight belongs to birds
I remember love, so profound and pure
A sensation in your eyes
I felt chaos' hallow cure
The Universe free of lies
I whispered love from full fearless heart
I know that you had heard
A term you grew did you impart
Within our hallow word
Always was something palpable there
A concept we defined
A regal reverie we made austere
Sophistication we refined
I feel a dawn upon my face
I feel a new way near
I wonder if you'll venture this place
After a hospita
Regal whispers of the rainRegal whispers of the rainRegal whispers of the rain by Larathain
As dew drops fall with each and every patter
They summon a symphony of sound by grain that they gather
Resonating of the regal realm they requite
Upon the surface by the substance's spite
A tender song to soft and soothe
Lather and lend what so lo lose
A conscious call in oft dismissal
Comes coalesced chaos queues in whistle
A perpendicular paradigm without a name
This singular singularity absent a shame
Yet negated, neglected by most to the never
A symphony of sound so lost to the nether
Why wondrous whim willed to the wilt
Seeking a scabbard sharp to the hilt
A crosspiece of chaos calling to be
Perceived and held in thought's lightful sea
The shining sword, a sharp swath of sound
Yearning to roar, a river resound
Bubbles of beauty that bear to be
Blessed and born by light's brightest sea
Reflection and reason roar it's regal right birthed
Within a word that whispers it's worth
Told truth today a tide touchless to tether
Nameless, no nuance in the night of t
After the DayLies arise in dying lightAfter the Day by ekostag
Fear feeds each tear as it leaves
Ink spills into the stillness
Words we wish we couldn't read
A Storm of Sentient SingularityA Storm of Sentient SingularityA Storm of Sentient Singularity by Larathain
I was born to the storm in darkest night
A starless sky in absent light
The echo in metaphor ironic to tell
As if an angel was born from deepest hell
The causality of chaos an argent anomaly
A unique and sentient singularity
A raven among the craven born
A compassionate light for their forlorn
From the woe womb of darkest black
Curiosity a quality, a seeker of fact
A mind so open, a freedom woe worn
Not by common, those of the storm
This child a manifested mystery to all
A storm himself absent the fall
The sudden flares and lightning strikes
Held within everlasting light
A single star amid the dark
Starlight sired this single spark
Chaos called to evolve once more
Fiction and fantasy had at last found lore
Destiny dawned the dark to be
More than the dusk of darkest sea
With wings to fly within the sky
Cawing the questions of wonder and why
Other flightless birds of song you've heard
Had found their notes in a single word
A concept defined, restricted by
Fuck themFuck the liers,Fuck them by AshleyNatalia
Fuck the haters.
Fuck the lives of those who hurt.
Cant stand the pain,
Cant stand the tears,
Cant be this way again.
It's all your falt for what you did,
you lied and now you know,
I hate your personality,
I hate your soul,
I truly hate you now you know.
The unhelpedShe may look fine,The unhelped by AshleyNatalia
she may act fine,
but inside her heart is full of hatred and darkness.
dont mess with her,
as shes messed up as she is.
no one cares for her,
for shes invisable to the world.
loves just her word for fake
and truth is just as a lie.
let her life be known
for theres more like her.
unknown on the out
almost impossible to help.
LostI gave my life up for the boy i loved.Lost by AshleyNatalia
I lost my best friend along the way.
He stayed with me for a while
then broke my heart
now im left crying my tears away.
lost in pasts never beggining
dreams all swept away.
where did you leave us ?
where did you stay?
we never were supposed to be this way.
Regret What You DidNo one cares that im left dying here.Regret What You Did by AshleyNatalia
Left in tears,
Sent in blood.
You'll regret what you did once im dead,
I'll come back to haunt your soul.
Be afraid of my faith since you shead my life to little parts.
You took my life away from me.
Now when im dead you'll be sorry.
EmoI wear black.Emo by AshleyNatalia
make white turn red.
Not happy with my life
so i take it out on my wrists instead.
Cross my arms.
Dont cry my tears.
I may be different
but thats all unreal.
People make fun of who i am.
Dont understand my life,
they all dont understand.
So I sit alone in this lonely room.
Too afraid to face what comes next.
Eyes going blurry
blood rushing down my wrists
Seeing life flash before my eyes.
It seems so sick.
You could have changed this.
You could have treated me better.
But instead im left here dying for you.
I was broken hearted
I was treated bad,
I was left alone.
Now im left dead.
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